Mlog

Posting

And the mess of this webbsite

20/03/2026

It's been close to a month since I posted here. I still come up with ideas everyday, but I feel as confuse as always as to what to do with them. It's just there is so much things that "grip" my mind everytime I try to do anything. I didn't even do a welcome page, well the one that is in place is...well...that's that. I always want things to be from the start finished, that is, exactly how I see them in my head but it's never the case.

I always stress about the design of it too, are the colors good? How do I make something harmonious with all my ideas? What sort of background should I use? Should I try drawing them? Should I use one page by ideas? Are components ok? What if I mix multiple ideas together? What if I make a pink page like that and in it I try to make a GBA or Nokia interface? Or should I change the theme of the page? When I start thinking, my head is a mess.

This page should be less boring. Each post should appear only when someone click a button. There should have been the pico update too ughh...And don't start me with responsivness!

Posting

And how I distinguish them

26/02/2026

I'd like to make 4 types of posts here, long ones, medium ones, mini ones, like old microblogging and micro ones which are more about list of stuff I do or want to note somewhere, like tasks. I have this habit to try and categorize everything I do. If I don't I just lost it and fail to organize any kind of ideas or content.This article would be a good example of a mini or medium one.

On perfection

And the difficulty to deal with it

25/02/2026

It's been days since my first "article" yet I still didn't post it. So this new one is about perfection and my difficulty to achieve anything of value to me, simply by fear of not being good enough. This coupled to a high desire to organize things in way almost unreasonable makes it difficult to create any piece of anything upholding my own standard. (Imaginary I agree)

It is difficult to fight the impulse telling me to make a "better" thing. For example, writing this page as a single html file with integrated stylesheet is largely sufficient, for now at least. But hey, something that would just take the content of a json file and fill dynamically the page while a button allow you to load the next or previous one, all in an SPA manner would be definitely better and cooler right? Also, retrieving that from a supabase would allow other project to just modify said json and store it anywhere that's perfect if I want to implement a more advanced blog!

Also, creating a hierarchy of type or article and managing which one to retrieve for which place in the page would also be cool. Why not create a text editor do to that...

On and on.. you get the idea. It's always so tiring. Just for on thing.

A first article

On me

12/02/2026

Neocities...I have been looking at it for quite a long time. At first, I did create a website on it, promising myself to make tons of projects and sharing them. But of course, this never happened. My perfectionism kicked in and all my motivation was gone.

I am someone with a lot of dreams. A lot of passions and ideas. I always wanted a place to express them. My weird, sometime pervy ideas^^. Or just things of interest that I want to keep close to me.

But it always turns into so much pressure, like anything else in my life, that I left it to just rot, barely starting it in the end. I come back again on this new year (well, it's been one month already). This time I want things to go differently. I do want to share. I hope I will make it this time.

So a little more about me, I absolutely love computer. I love programming language, despite sucking at them. I love manga, because of course, and tried a lot of time drawing (and same, pretty shitty at it), I write a lot, I do enjoy world-building and I redo the world twice a day with them^^. It's a huge part of my life.

One of my biggest regret is to never have finished a single work up to now. Always that damn perfectionism.

Also, I came back on Neocities after catching a website doing something similar to what I wanted for my first try here. It's the Webtiles of nekoweb. My first attempt on Neocities was design to create micro website, it reminded me of the WAP back when phone couldn't go on the "normal" web. I wanted to make small boxed sites for fun. But I felt it would be a weird thing for people, and then I saw Webtiles and though "see? People like that you can do it".

This indeed made my day. And so here I am again.

Oh another thing, since my language isn't English, please excuse me for my syntax or grammar. I am trying to get better at it too with this place :)

I am French by the way!